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Chris E. Caldwell

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fruzzle [Dec. 1st, 2012|03:55 am]
Chris E. Caldwell
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i don't think im witty enough. sometimes i look at the brains of others and im terrified. that's what they're like? people are that smart? witty? impressive? iv'e been going on, over and over again, a specific event of my adolecence. 5th grade. i approached a group of girls sitting on a bench and they suggested i sit with them; i decline, on account of my own lack of worthiness. pretty stupid. what inspired that? what occured before the 5th grade that set this in motion? 

i know many children across the world are too busy living to worry about the act of living. 

next room over, britney spears blares. i feel like im 18, and in a way, i am. in this specific moment, what has changed? 

how am i going to do this? how am i going to survive? i know i will, and i surmise that i should be excited about the prospect. however, i've never been the type to clutch the air and find presumptive gold. typically, i clutch the air to ensure i have it to breathe. 

gracious for a platform. especially one that extends into my youth. 

maitland can't find her glasses. she's drunk and can't find them. she is, therefore and especially, my person of the day. 

i assume that my followers here have moved on from this platform, as i have. if you haven't, and you're reading this right now, go outside and kiss a leaf. 


[User Picture]From: justen
2012-12-01 09:47 pm (UTC)
I haven't left LJ. Still reading. Can't kiss a leaf because it's Canada and they're dead in December. =)
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